and the sad thing is, this is better than before... my mum keeps saying she doesn't believe it's acne.
oratane hasn't stopped new spots from forming yet either, and even though my overall face is less lumpy and inflamed, these new spots are more big, bumpy and painful than before.
it's eating away at my face! even after my acne is gone, i'm still going to be left with deep holes all over my face.
lately everything seems kind of pointless. what's the point of exercising when i can't look good anyway? what's the point of getting out of bed this morning, when i have to face the world looking like this? why does every other girl i see have normal skin?
but never mind, life goes on, and i just have to learn to appreciate everything positive that happens. even though i can't improve my skin today, i can try and make other aspects of my life better, which is better than doing nothing at all... and what keeps me going is the belief that after this part of my life is over with, i will finally be beautiful.
hey my names spencer i'm 18 also and currently live in Ohio I just sort of stumbled onto your blog and i think that what your doing is awesome. Personally i even think your very cute but that's besides the point haha. like you i have been living with acne for some time and i know exactly how you feel maybe not the makeup part but how it feels to lose your confidence to something that's out of your control. I also have a similar additude towards it like you i always try to see the better side of things but it's hard when you see your friends and all you can think about is oh man their staring at my acne not talking to me. But i think it helps a little more to know there are other people going through the same thing as you. I sincerely hope you find this and maybe we could even talk sometime my email is Griffin509@yahoo.com if you read this message me i think we would be friends :)
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